Hi William,

I write in response to your posting and urge you to continue your path as I feel that it will benefit you to keep going on your quest of being "consciously" aware of the unconscious and superconscious part of your existence. Our past lives, ancestral or genetic memories, fetal memories and childhood memories before age seven are ninety percent of our memories and they are unconscious. We only are only consciously aware of ten percent   of our memory. The unconscious memories govern our behaviour and life scripts. It seems we can only access this Theta brain wave state of our unconscious mind and Theta/Delta brainwave state of our lives between lives or the superconscious or spiritual state of "nowness."

I became aware that one can access this state of eternal "nowness" by living on a remote Aboriginal community in Australia and mediating whilst on certain "scared sites" which seem to be "portals" into that timeless state. I wrote my PhD and Masters Degree while living on that community and my PhD contains some of those experiences contained in the context of advice from some Aboriginal Elders. Similar "sacred sites such as the crypt at Glastonbury Cathedral, the tower on Glastonbury Tor, the space underneath the Dome of St Paul's Cathedral and the Hurlers standing stones on Bodmin Moor in South Western England (Cornwall or Dorset) are such time portals where one can access many time lines. Michael Newton and shamanic teachings talk about time lines one can choose where one needs to make a choice to have a better life or indeed to prolong one's life.  

I recently bought a book called The Destiny of Souls by Dr Michael Newton. It is about lives between lives, in other words the state of "nowness" where souls recover in between lives, make choices about their next life, go before their Council of Elders to review their most recent life and join the soul group they have been with for thousands of years.  

I found a hypnotherapist in my local area who had studied with Dr Newton to go through a life between life journey. As I have accessed over twenty past lives and indeed had been a past life therapist I felt that I need to look in on my life between lives to make a choice about a crossroads in life regarding a partner and a career.

Although    I had read (over and over) Destiny of Souls and Life Between Lives: Hypnotherapy for Spiritual Regression both by Dr Newton I could not have in any way predicted or imagined what I was to see. After the experience I certain conclusions had dawned on me for weeks.

I have been ill all of my life with crippling headaches and nausea which lasted days often weeks. My left arm was almost useless and I was quite uncoordinated.  I also had trouble with loved ones and partners leaving me (this included death) and jobs literally collapsing. All in all it has been a life of unpredictability and little stability when, above all, I have sought stability and safety for myself and my children.

In the "life between life" hypnotherapy experience (which lasts approximately 3 and a half hours) one enters the hypnotic state  and views two experiences in early childhood, then speaks "as the soul" in the fetal state as to what the soul sees will happen in "this" life. Then one is regressed back to the past life which has most influenced this life. Then one goes back to the life between lives where one is met by one's guide, one's soul group and eventually meets the Council of Elders. I encourage you to read Dr Newton's books in this respect.

A great deal of the Life Between Lives seemed  to be taken up in recovering from a horrific death where I was burnt and crushed to death whilst having a baby in a stage on earth long ago when there was a shower of meteorites or mini-asteroids. It seemed to be a primitive uncivilized stage on earth.  I had come from another highly evolved planet with my partner and two others and crash landed on earth. The two others had gone mad because of a strange white light which seemed to be all pervading and they hid in a cave and my partner died before me when the cave collapsed.

I had been in charge of creating children. No one on this planet had children biologically. Geometric shapes were created and children were grown in these shapes. The shapes I created were pyramidal with the apex much sharper than the base. They were not equilateral triangular pyramids. My partner flew spacecraft and I went with him for a quick trip, but the craft lost control and crash-landed on earth. I can only assume some children must have died because of me leaving, although I did not see this.

When I entered the "Life in between Life" after going through a dark tunnel I was put in a "glass?" dome with a fine green mist. I was watched over in this state for ages by my guide and other misty figures. As there is no time in this state one wonders how long I was there. It seemed like years. I then saw myself in a bed and some of my soul group and my soul mate came forward. Except for my soul mate (who was bright yellow) we were all a pinkish-yellow colour with long slim bodies that seemed to be triangular in shape. The heads were sharply triangular. My guide stood to the left of my bed. I was eventually taken to the Council of Elders. There were at least ten to look at what I had done and what I needed to look at. On one side I saw a being who was my grandmother in my childhood and my grandfather on the other side. They urged me to consider "the river otter" which was my symbol.  There was a great deal more which I will not explain here.

I can also only assume that I chose this difficult life to overcome what I did in my last life. I have felt a great deal better since the hypnotherapy.

I hope this will ad to your "ease". I live in Queensland, Australia and enjoy hiking, research, the beach, yoga,  history and I love mmuseums and travelling overeas especially to the UK. . I have two degrees in history, one in teaching, a Masters degree in counselling and Aboriginal studies and a PhD in Indigenous education, anthropology and sociology. I teach counselling and human welfare at a Queensland universty. I enjoy spiritual discussion.

Best Wishes,

Hilary

Thank-you Hillary.  I enjoyed listening to your story and maybe will talk to you about it further.

-William